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ahh, i need to blog. my blog is so-not-updated. ): sorry people. felt horrible for the past few days. had severe fever which almost burnt my brain. had to rush to changi general hospital around eleven plus at night.(on monday) though i went to consult the doctor with the die-die-also-want company of my baby that morning. wasnt feeling any better after that.
i stayed at home on tuesday. spent 3/4 of the time on bed. didnt have the strength to move around. fever was really bad. had slight headaches, cough, flu and super bad sore throat. my baby called me up many times, but i didnt manage to answer them. (im sorry baby) i was too weak to. i was not even fully conscious that day. ): sighs.
my baby came to visit me on tuesday night. i was really glad though. he wasnt afraid id pass him my germs. he kissed me, hugged me, sayanged me. i was really touched. unfortunately, i passed him my fever. and he was too, down with fever the next day. it was really heartbreaking to see him suffer. ): and of course, he went to consult the doctor.
he had to rest at home on wednesday. he didnt want to miss our long-planned escape trip on our 5th month. sighs. i didnt want to miss it too. both of us have been looking forward to our 5th month months ago. was really disappointing.
todays thursday and both of us are still not recovering. this shows that our plan is ruined. ): (crys) we will have to wait for our 6th month. sighs. i hate to wait. time crawls during school days. ahhh, lets not fucking talk about our 5th month anymore. we shall look forward to our 6th month. (: yepp! oh no, he saw my ezlink photo. it was shitty. he said it was nice. (oh please, dont make me puke) its normal for guys to say that to their girlfriends. even if that picture is ugly, he will have to praise it like no ones business. haha. (im used to it) lucky he didnt go overboard by using bombastic words. (phew)
oh yay! finally those brainless creatures are gone. thank god. peace is all i need. (imissyou) i will want to go out with you tmr! im not going to give a damn about my illnesses; small matters. haha. baby, recover fast okay? get well soon my dear! love you gazillion lots too! <3>
p.s. dont think too highly of yourself. (x
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seriously, that girl is getting on my nerves. i doubt she knows im talking about her. though both of us dont know each other well. but from what i can see, she does care a lot for him. she even cheered for him during cross country. (awww, how sweet.) she told him to "Go home and stretch or you will have sore limbs tomorrow." why care so much for him?! hes just your friend. even if both of you are good friends, both of you shouldnt be even sharing secrets about me and him. it aint too good to get so close to each other. and you know something? he has a girlfriend. aint you very clear about it? you should know what you should and should not do. theres one thing i feel like doing now. but i shall not be so heartless to the oh-so-caring friend of his. your too-caring acts are overboard luh,really. maybe you dont feel the same way as me. but who cares? hes my boyfriend and he aint allow to flirt in school. and i believed he did not. he has always been very loyal to me. dont lead him into temptations please. sometimes, overfriendly aint a good thang at all. being too nice to people will worsen the situation. perhaps, sooner or later, you will be able to take over my status. mhmm, perhaps not. maybe thats your dream all along? no one knows. only you know yourself best. i cant guarantee anything now but somehow, things will change after some time. we shall see.
this is the first time i treat someone i dislike so nice, to the extent of blogging about how i feel instead of confronting her. (ahh, my hands are itchy.) alright. im off.
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didnt want to blog actually. but due to pure boredom, i have to. so tired; as usual, im feeling lethargic. (dontknowwhy) sighs. will be going town later. ahhh, finally i can enjoy myself. for the whole of this 1 week holidays, i shall not give a fuck care about my studies. (: i must and will enjoy my holidays! ive been studying every single day since the beginning of this year. mhmm, aint i hardworking? (: i dont want to retain, no way!
oh well, i miss my favourite techno. my baby hates it, anyway. he said that it would make him go bonkers. (laughs) what the hell? million tears by groove coverage is like darn nice can? im so addicted to it. some people just dont know how to appreciate technos. btw, i hate trance. they sound like shit. ):
i want to go out but at the same time, im lazy to. sighs. )x
every day is a bad day except for this coming thursday. (:
p.s. our 5 month anniversary. (aww, how sweet..)
you made me feel so special.
and you mean so much to me. (x
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ILOVEFRIDAYS. oh gosh! exams are finally over! and im in the mood for blogging once again. (: today actually plan to watch my baby run his cross country and pass him his favourite thirst quencher, gatorade. but in the end we decided not to. he asked to meet him at his house after his cross country. at first i wanted to, but after thinking for some time, decided not to. baby im sorry. (guess he will be going out with his friends, anyway)oh yes! i want to blog about the sucky biology paper we had on tuesday. the questions were super sucky and one of them was taken "not exactly" from that shitty ten years series. worst thang of all, it was ms cai who set the biology paper! guess shes a psycho? its so obvious that she wanted all the sec three biology students to die from her sucky paper luh! (im one of them) sighs. every one studied like mad before the biology paper. and all that we have studied wasnt tested! bloody shit.english: it was okay (i dont understand the last paragraph)biology: 100% flung (its a guarantee)e math: it was easy (pray for no careless mistakes)poaccounts: it was easy (lost a few marks due to carelessness)combinedsciences: both papers were easy (pray for an A1)chinese: compo was easy (lucky i brought my dictionary)
thats all i guess? cant wait to get my results! (:
i pray for at least 3 A1s.
ahhh, todays friday and im all alone at home, rotting. what the hell! its not my usual self! ): im dead tired. have been feeling lethargic for the past few days. whats happening to me? perhaps im overstressed due to common tests or perhaps not? ahh, whatever! (: exams are over. its a fact and the truth! i shall spend my holidays wisely! i want to play! oh yea, not to forget, next thursdays jguang&graces 5 month anniversary. (: ahhh cant wait cant wait!
seriously, some people are born to suck cocks.
* i wont bite, if you dont.
get the fuck out, bloody whore.
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